Please let the Holy Spirit fight for me. I have grown weary. I am thankful for all You have done and continue to do. I am sorry that I am so weak. I am sorry for just wanting to give up. I feel like such a terrible person for asking You to heal me after all You have done. I want to enjoy this time, but if You don't grant me healing from this, I will thank You anyway. Please renew my mind, body, soul, and spirit. In Jesus name I pray, amen.